As mentioned in the post titled "New Interest", one of my students passed away last week. His funeral was held Monday afternoon and everyone arrived en masse. His family, fellow students, faculty and the community filled the auditorium and the hallways as the service was given. After the service, the processional continued to the grave site. Family and selected friends spoke about the wonderful actions, fond memories and his kind heart that warmed our hearts. Near the conclusion of the ceremony, the family buried their beloved son as the students released balloons in his honor.
After the funeral, the teachers and staff went back to the high school to resume our professional development schedule.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
Wednesday, February 22, 2012
Sunday, February 19, 2012
Mallory 2.0
I had a pleasant Sunday drive back home today until she called. (Who will now be known as Mallory 2.0) She gave me this bullshit sob story about how she just "isn't ready for a relationship, right now". In most pre-dating cases, this would be ok. The reason why this hit so hard was due to the level of effort we BOTH put into cultivating this relationship. We had a strong mutual attraction and we both discussed the logistics and parameters of the potential relationship. We both started to confide in each other and I began to open up a little more. I usually try to guard my heart when I comes to women, but I felt safe with her. I had the notion that we would be truthful to each other and not play with the others emotions.
We had a first date planned for tomorrow, but I no longer have to worry about it. When it all comes to a close, I don't like being played..especially when I get burned in the end, like the next story
The Original Mallory
About halfway though last semester, I began to talk to a nice young woman who is a part of the church I attend. As time went on, we started to spend alot of time together and things started to progress. We would talk often and began to open up to each other about personal issues. I was really excited about this new endeavor as was she. A month passes and the frequency of communication was fading to nearly nothing. I knew that her job required long hours and could be quite stressful at times so I didn't think too much about it. After weeks of one-sided communication, I knew something was wrong. She went cold turkey on me and left me without a reason why. She apparently set the precedent for my future relationships.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
We had a first date planned for tomorrow, but I no longer have to worry about it. When it all comes to a close, I don't like being played..especially when I get burned in the end, like the next story
The Original Mallory
About halfway though last semester, I began to talk to a nice young woman who is a part of the church I attend. As time went on, we started to spend alot of time together and things started to progress. We would talk often and began to open up to each other about personal issues. I was really excited about this new endeavor as was she. A month passes and the frequency of communication was fading to nearly nothing. I knew that her job required long hours and could be quite stressful at times so I didn't think too much about it. After weeks of one-sided communication, I knew something was wrong. She went cold turkey on me and left me without a reason why. She apparently set the precedent for my future relationships.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
Clarification
I apparently jumped the gun on this one. We talked the next day and got things sorted out. I missed the fact that we aren't officially dating and it was not my place to act how I did. I felt like I totally screwed whatever progress we made over the course of this budding friendship. It seemed that I was possessive and somewhat controlling. The only justification I can give now seems silly. I was merely trying to avoid old feelings being stirred up between them, which could cause my removal from the equation.
Water under the bridge.
After our discussion, I went to the island to collect seashells and sand for an upcoming project. I found several unique pieces .. and pieces of sand dollars.
While I sat in the sand, I realized how much I missed my first love. I missed the wind, the sun, the sand, the salt air and the gentle power of the ocean. I remembered all the wonderful memories I've had over the years. I thought about the past hurricanes, paddling to the third sandbar and being brushed by sharks during their mating season. I miss this place more than a steak dinner (and I love steak).
A few hours later, I went to see my second family. They aren't technically my family, but they see me as their son and I confide in them often. This small family has helped me through the terrible times and were right there to celebrate the amazing days. I was refreshing to see them again. I stayed and talked for hours and ate enough food to feed the crew of the International Space Station for a week. I love my second family.
But alas, I must return to my roots and head back home.
Back at home, several of the guys back in Houston called to hang out..but I was hours away. No worries though, I will see them soon. One event I was missing out on was a 30 yr b-day bash. From what I hear, there was a fake proposal, a food fight, and Wii Just Dance. (most importantly, she was there too!!) What I would have given to be there with her..and watch her dance.
I'm so ready to see her today. So ready.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
Water under the bridge.
After our discussion, I went to the island to collect seashells and sand for an upcoming project. I found several unique pieces .. and pieces of sand dollars.
While I sat in the sand, I realized how much I missed my first love. I missed the wind, the sun, the sand, the salt air and the gentle power of the ocean. I remembered all the wonderful memories I've had over the years. I thought about the past hurricanes, paddling to the third sandbar and being brushed by sharks during their mating season. I miss this place more than a steak dinner (and I love steak).
A few hours later, I went to see my second family. They aren't technically my family, but they see me as their son and I confide in them often. This small family has helped me through the terrible times and were right there to celebrate the amazing days. I was refreshing to see them again. I stayed and talked for hours and ate enough food to feed the crew of the International Space Station for a week. I love my second family.
But alas, I must return to my roots and head back home.
Back at home, several of the guys back in Houston called to hang out..but I was hours away. No worries though, I will see them soon. One event I was missing out on was a 30 yr b-day bash. From what I hear, there was a fake proposal, a food fight, and Wii Just Dance. (most importantly, she was there too!!) What I would have given to be there with her..and watch her dance.
I'm so ready to see her today. So ready.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Trip back home
I decided to go back home to see my folks, friends and my beloved beach. I woke up extra early to talk to the special friend listed in the previous post, which was a nice way to start the day. The nearly five hour drive back home was smooth and uneventful. On most trips back home, I stop at Prasek's in Hillje to pick up jerky and assorted meats to give to people as I visit them. Unfortunately today, I arrived before they opened. Sad day.
Once I arrived home, I was greeted at the door by my folks and a nice lunch. Until today, I hadn't been home in two months..so we had alot of catching up to do. I told them about school, my friends, and my upcoming special friend.
A few hours later, I sat down to enjoy a nice steak dinner with taters and broccoli. It's good to be home. Later in the evening, I hopped on down to Alice to see Matt and Terri (best friends when I lived there). Catching up with them made my heart happy and I realized how much I've missed since I moved last summer. I miss them dearly.
As the sun set and the moon began to rise high into the night, my best friend and I got together to throw darts and play a few rounds of foosball. *Side note: I was the Singles Foosball Champion in 2008 at TAMU-K* Skrobo and I have been friends for a long time and have created many awesome memories in the process. As typical boys, we often find ourselves with sharp things, fire and being stupid dumb at the beach. If and when I get married, he would be co-best man with my actual brother.
For those of you reading this, everything sounds quite peachy. Be warned, this new lady friend definitely tested the amount of loyalty to me and her level of judgment. She thought it would be ok to have an ex-boyfriend come to her place to talk, drink coffee and watch a movie. As far as I know, he arrived there about 8pm and was STILL THERE well past one in the morning. Now, I could be over-reacting a little, but when people meet up to talk and have coffee, it usually means something else is in the mix. I'm not blaming her for anything, I just don't think it was smart. Ladies, what if you were mutually interested in a guy and he had an ex-girlfriend come to his place to talk and drink coffee...and stay there well past one am?! Wouldn't you be worried about anything.
All I know is that if I can't trust her, I won't put forth any more effort into this friendship/relationship.
End of story.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
Once I arrived home, I was greeted at the door by my folks and a nice lunch. Until today, I hadn't been home in two months..so we had alot of catching up to do. I told them about school, my friends, and my upcoming special friend.
A few hours later, I sat down to enjoy a nice steak dinner with taters and broccoli. It's good to be home. Later in the evening, I hopped on down to Alice to see Matt and Terri (best friends when I lived there). Catching up with them made my heart happy and I realized how much I've missed since I moved last summer. I miss them dearly.
As the sun set and the moon began to rise high into the night, my best friend and I got together to throw darts and play a few rounds of foosball. *Side note: I was the Singles Foosball Champion in 2008 at TAMU-K* Skrobo and I have been friends for a long time and have created many awesome memories in the process. As typical boys, we often find ourselves with sharp things, fire and being stupid dumb at the beach. If and when I get married, he would be co-best man with my actual brother.
For those of you reading this, everything sounds quite peachy. Be warned, this new lady friend definitely tested the amount of loyalty to me and her level of judgment. She thought it would be ok to have an ex-boyfriend come to her place to talk, drink coffee and watch a movie. As far as I know, he arrived there about 8pm and was STILL THERE well past one in the morning. Now, I could be over-reacting a little, but when people meet up to talk and have coffee, it usually means something else is in the mix. I'm not blaming her for anything, I just don't think it was smart. Ladies, what if you were mutually interested in a guy and he had an ex-girlfriend come to his place to talk and drink coffee...and stay there well past one am?! Wouldn't you be worried about anything.
All I know is that if I can't trust her, I won't put forth any more effort into this friendship/relationship.
End of story.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
Thursday, February 16, 2012
New interest
During the past month or so, I have become quite interested in a particular female. We are becoming good friends and I would like to see our friendship progress into a long-term relationship. Everything was fine and dandy until today.
During the morning announcements, I learned that one of my seniors died in a car accident the night before. He was an outstanding student who was involved in school affairs and always looked on the bright side of life. I will miss him dearly. As the day progressed, I ended up taking a half-day off and went home. I initially wanted to get away from the school, but I quickly realized that I haven't seen the people who are dear to my heart since Christmas break. I became sad due to the fact that I am four hours away and haven't seen them in sooooooo long. Through talking to the aforementioned female, I felt better about the day. She helped me so much today and I am truly grateful.
As the day progressed, I finally heard her voice. (As a side note, I seldom get wrapped up into people so quickly, she must have worked some voodoo magic on me .. that of which I don't mind) She was able to put me at ease and help me realize that everything will be ok. Sadly however, when I mentioned that I may go home this weekend, she seemed to shut down on me. Granted that we tentatively made plans for the weekend, she may have seen this as an issue. (Just so you know, I really like this girl and to see that I hurt her, I felt horrible..like running over your own pet horrible.) I felt that I was on the losing end of escaping an avalanche of feelings left of from the previous feller. As the conversation continued, I tried to share my true feelings and re-gain her confidence in me, but it was to little or no gain.
When all is said and done, I don't really know where we stand. What I do know, is that I want to make it right. Like I stated before, I enjoy our time and find her quite intriguing. I would like to see us get past this and move onto better days.
P.S. She may never see this, but if she does, just know that I think you're abudantly exquisite.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
During the morning announcements, I learned that one of my seniors died in a car accident the night before. He was an outstanding student who was involved in school affairs and always looked on the bright side of life. I will miss him dearly. As the day progressed, I ended up taking a half-day off and went home. I initially wanted to get away from the school, but I quickly realized that I haven't seen the people who are dear to my heart since Christmas break. I became sad due to the fact that I am four hours away and haven't seen them in sooooooo long. Through talking to the aforementioned female, I felt better about the day. She helped me so much today and I am truly grateful.
As the day progressed, I finally heard her voice. (As a side note, I seldom get wrapped up into people so quickly, she must have worked some voodoo magic on me .. that of which I don't mind) She was able to put me at ease and help me realize that everything will be ok. Sadly however, when I mentioned that I may go home this weekend, she seemed to shut down on me. Granted that we tentatively made plans for the weekend, she may have seen this as an issue. (Just so you know, I really like this girl and to see that I hurt her, I felt horrible..like running over your own pet horrible.) I felt that I was on the losing end of escaping an avalanche of feelings left of from the previous feller. As the conversation continued, I tried to share my true feelings and re-gain her confidence in me, but it was to little or no gain.
When all is said and done, I don't really know where we stand. What I do know, is that I want to make it right. Like I stated before, I enjoy our time and find her quite intriguing. I would like to see us get past this and move onto better days.
P.S. She may never see this, but if she does, just know that I think you're abudantly exquisite.
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
Friday, March 11, 2011
Spring Break!!
A friend of mine stopped by yesterday and was like "hey, do you want to go to Florida for the break?!" Oh would I?!!!!!
I'll upload pics when I get back for a short time before I travel to Conroe to beast it at the Warrior Dash next Saturday!
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
I'll upload pics when I get back for a short time before I travel to Conroe to beast it at the Warrior Dash next Saturday!
-SURF-SKATE-LOVE-
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